behind the words.

i am an abuser of words

i manipulate them

& twist them for others. 

i am a coward

i hide behind my words

i never say what i feel in my soul 

some trivial dialogue will always ensue

but even more tragically,

i do not have the strength to speak the truth

nor will i ever be able to admit that you are the only one i could ever want

behind these words, i am dying.